I haven’t been getting great sleep
Or great rest
It’s fucking 3 AM
It’s bad
I’m not in a bad spot
But arguably not in the best
Kinda where I’ve been since the summer
Just floating
Going all in for this job pretty much
Getting pretty serious
Too much work
I’m in like total 6 classes
Also trying to go to the gym regularly
I’m leading a brand new club
I’m applying to jobs that want me to write stuff
I’m trying to do branding projects on the side
And also trying to make friends and hang out
I hit a friend with a bike today
Also went to late night Yo-yos
This hot dog place
Don’t like it too much but it’s more about the journey
Been to a couple of parties
Was stressing about not meeting someone
That’s been a huge concern
Like I’m alone!
And I have a single!
I wish I wasn’t!
But I realized how stupid that was
How I was trying to be someone else
I just gotta be myself
Stay in my lane
Saw the visitors a week ago or something
I need to sleep
But interviews are really on my mind
I’ll get a job
Getting a little worried
But I will!
Peas and Carrots 