It’s been eventful
I’ve been much better
On a car right now to Sabine National Park
Going backpacking for the first time
Exciting
Finished a comp project where I had to write a device driver
Reads and writes
It was a mesa monitor
I need to start a lot earlier
And get a lot less high all the time next time
But I’ve been feeling alright
I don’t know why?
I’ve been spending time with this girl
She’s pretty cool
She makes me laugh
She’s pretty cute when she laughs she crinkles her face up and all
Taiwanese which is interesting
I’m in a strange spot with relationships
And I’m just not feeling commitments
So I don’t think this is too much
But for sure has me thinking about her a bit
She also complimented my appearance?
And I think that was good for my self confidence haha
It’s fun
Having fun
Companionship is nice
I mean you can fucking tell whenever I’m alone on this blog it’s kinda shitty haha
Work wise I’m just still doing the escape room
It’s going good, a lot of people know about it now
We recruited some new members
And have social media posts going out now
A lot of the puzzles are breaking though so
Gotta figure out durability
Job wise I’m stuck
Have no idea what I’m going to be doing
There’s that
I have a lot to fucking offer man
Whoever picks me up
You’re getting a dedicated mother fucker
If you value what you’re getting and see the potential
We spent like a whole night up on the deck until 6 in the morning
Just talking and laughing and smoking
She’s spent the night a couple of times and it’s just been nice
This is the nice part before any complications haha
Andrew Yang dropped our of the race
I hate how little coverage he was getting
I swear it was because he’s asian
Trav says I’m getting racist as I get older lmao
Corona virus is a thing
Uhh zions playing well, 31 points the other night
I’ve been living well though that’s the thing I’ve had friends around me
And not much to worry about
Literally a week or so ago I was fucked
Things change fast and I don’t really know what started to change change
Probably this girl
I think honestly Kobe too
When Kobe died it woke me up from my fucking stupor
I was like
What the fuck am I doing
I do still want to make a mark
I’m 21
I have time but I can’t waste my fucking time
I’m the fittest I’ve ever been in my life
Bíceps are coming to life
I actually look good
I fucking swear
It’s just the beginning too
23 gonna be big
By 25 imma hit my prime
God forbid anything fucked happens
But if it does hey
That’s life
I’ve been having trouble ending these
I had 100 days
A couple of days ago
Went out
Had fun but felt a little empty bc I didn’t know too many seniors
But I still got my people
I really do
I gotta stop thinking like I don’t man
I’m at about 92 days or something
Will make the most out of it
Peas and Carrots 